Virginity to me is still an abstract concept, where I honestly don’t even get why it’s a “thing.” Some people say it’s an extremely special moment, and some people say it means nothing. I don’t put it on a high pedestal, but I’m also not just gonna let ANY bitch walk thru the VIP entrance so easily. I honestly didn’t know what to think other than, “I’m not gonna let some random bitch figure out my body for me until I figure it out myself first,” which is what led my friend and I to the good old toy store. The definition of virginity is different to everyone, but seeing that this memory left a greater emotional impact on me than the day I actually “lost it” to someone, I would like to think that I took my own virginity 🤗
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So real talk for a second. I’m sometimes still hesitant on sharing many stories, and this was one of them. Although it was a funny, meaningful moment to me, I don’t really know how people will respond to it. I feel like some of it honestly just comes down to the fact that sex topics are still not 100% welcomed, and it’s sometimes shamed upon when it’s coming from a woman. So to be a woman sharing doodles of my own self about to stick a dildo up my VIP entrance, I’m just like 🤷🏻♀️🤷🏻♀️🤷🏻♀️ Do I really wanna show ppl this shit? LOL. Ultimately, if I have a valid reason in that moment, fuck it, I’d rather just make something that may possibly enlighten others at the expense of my own pride 😤
